8 weeks, two full months already. I have learned new things, yet I feel as though I’m standing in a train station watching the train depart. I want to be happy, yet frustration comes in like a January blizzard. A few snowflakes first, then full on white out blizzard. Try to do something with the dmp, add to it, change wording, etc., it ends up in angrily shredded little pieces. I see the movie poster; blank. The shape/color pages, sitting in a nice neat stack; blank. Read the different readings, good interesting stuff but no ‘aha moments’ like other people have. I understand that much of the last several weeks were designed to build on and compound from the dmp, So much of it is based on that. So here I sit, with some mental block ( or something) about the dmp and the tools that build on it are blank. This is probably the longest post I’ve made on here and it’s mostly negative, go figure. I hope other folks are less frustrated than me, cuz it’s no fun to be that way. Well, been trying to think of something positive to close on, but it’s not happening right now. So apologies to whoever reads this, you may need to restart your mental diet again…..